


"Define Yourself."



The past 2 months at home in Yellowknife were a time of joy and happiness although riddled with uncertainty as to my fate for the whole next year. I knew I would be pursuing my Olympic dreams with full-hearted commitment, but where and with who was yet to be determined.
Things in Yellowknife were good. "Too good" hints at over-indulgence, so let's just stick with plain old "amazing" - being with family, meals cooked for me (wild meat! boo ya), sleeping in my bed at home, hanging with great friends, being out in nature on my old stomping grounds, training going awesome, excitement of Mountain Bike Madness - why did I leave? Even I can't answer this question very well. I suppose the cliché answer to that question is that duty called. I had been through quite the ordeal with the shake-up with CVTC. I tossed and turned at night, weighing and re-weighing my options. Whistler vs. Canmore. Deathmatch.
The phenomenon of the midnight sun in Yellowknife fubars circadian rhythm. You don't feel like sleeping when you watch kids on the block jubilating late at night in the blazing sunshine as your boxer-clad self half-heartedly/grumpily brushes teeth. Eventually you give in and your bed-time passes into the next day. I met someone this spring who ignores conventional time awareness (aside from work hours, haha). Without environmental stimulus for sleep, ie. darkness, this person will sleep when she's tired. Meaning that if she isn't tired, she will stay up all night. This person also requested that I name this blog update "______ is AWESOME!!!". I politely declined.
I did a triathlon the day before I left town. Swim was dialed (I improved approximately 400% in terms of endurance since my practice swims), bike was effing cold, and the run was actually dialed - I ran through almost the entire field. Goes to show what a little ankle and hip flexibility work can do for you.
There is still skiing in Yellowknife. Some days are brutal though. It has been freezing cold, getting down to lows of -10 C at night and barely getting above zero most days. A very cold May, but I'm not complaining. The ice isn't great for skiing on these cold days, as it's rock hard and is as loud as a 737 when skiing on. In this picture, Corey is being pushed by the gale force winds on the chunky ice on the ice road. I froze skiing back to town.
The tracks on previous week's snowfall will remain until break-up. A-Hop dressed for normal May weather on this day. And froze.
Ok, this is funny. Recently I went to Fort Providence with my family to tidy up my grandparents' graves (that's not the funny part, haha). Randomly, as we pulled into the middle-of-nowhere-village Edzo, we see Yellowknife's only ice cream man. In Edzo. So we wave frantically from our truck to flag him down.
I brought my bike to Ft. Prov and had an amazing ride there that evening. The river had only recently broken up, allowing the ferry's passage to the south and the rest of the country. Riding along the river is beauty. Just look out for bison. Nice reminiscing on many trips to the area in my childhood. Notably, the trip to NWT Cross Country Running Champs (back when they had those) with, correct me if I'm wrong, David, Michael and Jill Gilday and Eric Aitken.
The giant of the D'Hont clan. I'm half a foot taller than anybody ever was on either side of the family. And I'm not even that tall at 5'11". Pate always asks how I did it. l to r: myself, Dawn (mom), Evelyn (Aunt who has never read my blog), and Adrian (dad).
On the riverbank checking out a memorial for the hardships suffered by aboriginal peoples in the residential schools. I climbed this giant boulder nearby that had to be the only rock climbing anywhere near Ft. Prov, haha. It took a while to climb...no handholds, just pure brawn.
Some cool cracks are starting to form on the lake. I'm sort of scared skiing sometimes. There are open patches here and there. They say to look out for seagulls, they are an indicator of open water.
With the freeze-thaw cycle, the ice is moving around and pushing up freshly frozen sheets of ice into the sky. Be careful skiing over these, they can dismember you!
There has been absolutely no continuity between seasons over the past 2 years. In terms of ski programs and the philosophy of those providing guidance. Upon graduation from high school, I made the move out to good ol' T-bay where I was a member of the National Team Development Centre out there. I decided to move on from that program for a more optimal training set-up. In Thunder Bay I learned much of what the Canadian system has to offer as I chose NTDC over pursuing studies/skiing in the States. The main improvement I made with the NTDC was my mental approach to skiing through Eric Bailey's guidance, most notably his mental toughness camp in the fall time. At the end of the season the CVTC's pros led to my move out to Whistler.
Enter 2008/2009 season in Whistler at the Callaghan Valley Training Centre...
Frustration was a common theme for me this past year. But with frustration comes learning and experience, and I feel that even this program led to one of my biggest gains as an athlete. I saw much of the dark side of high level skiing, of the conflicting philosophies and somewhat bitter politics that a younger me (the one being towed by the Elan) would have been oblivious to. The shake-ups that have lead to a changing of the guard amongst the coaching staff at CVTC will mean monumental changes that could go either way for next year.
In Whistler I caught a glimpse of a skiing environment that could be 2nd to none. The raw ingredients are prevalent and the incredible potential for a ski team is beyond comprehension. It's just a matter of holding out for a hero to compose this greatness on the sacred Olympic grounds. A unique hero with a unique skill set; to ride the wave with outstanding outgoing-ness, professionalism, extensive knowledge and compassion. Who (if anyone) will pull this sword from the stone?
Where do we go from here?
My current location: Yellowknife, Northwest Territories. Where I was born and raised. And where such events as the Rock and Ice Ultra take place. Where rent and grocery costs don't exist when I'm staying at my parents'.
Where in the springtime (the best time for skiing in the North) the ski trails don't get maintained. So skiing sucks for a time, until the snow off the big lake melts. In the meantime we get to go bust out some mad boot slipping on frozen overflow on lakes such as Fault Lake on the YK ski trails. And scavenger hunting.
This time of year is a time of planning and organization. Weighing and re-weighing all options, securing funds through sponsorship to pursue the dream, and easing back into training routines. Decision making takes front and center. Where will I go? What will I do for training? A team? Race support?
Most importantly, the springtime is when we stoke the fire for the new year.
It's all about the process. Trying new things, fine tuning. Sharpening dull tools, turning sharp tools into a razor edge. Put all of the pieces together in a way that works, and then from there find another even better way for it to work. But don't fix something if it ain't broken. Build on what you have. Take ownership and never stop learning. Challenge yourself.
Enjoy victories when you can. And find hidden opportunities in the defeats. Take what you can and move on. Don't dwell on your short-comings.
Confidence is a useful weapon. Gain it through training, both physical and mental. (Pic: Zach Caldwell)
Whistler is where the magic happens. I really want to find a way for it to work.
There is a great community of long-time locals who are very supportive of pursuing the Olympic dream. It takes a community to raise Olympic medallists.
2 of my favourite things from Whistler: Twoonie racing, and Pique reading.
Get ready to set out on a new adventure. The path is known. It's time to walk it.

Until next time, (someone's going to punch me in the mouth for the outrageous corny-ness...) it's sitting, waiting, wishing as the higher up decision makers do their work and get programs in line, cough, Callaghan!, cough cough... And that's when the real fun begins. (Pic: Barb Campbell)

The outdoor section of where eating occurred.
Where tanning occurred (rooftop). The only place where I could lounge in the sun without being hassled by the beach hasslers selling their wares.
Sayulita, where I went surfing. The waves sucked apparently but I was able to stand up so that was fun. Also shredded my foot on a rock. This place was way better than PV, small-town feel and surf.
Swimming hole up at where they filmed "Predator" with Arnold Schwarzenegger.
One of the main accomplishments of the trip - conquering the Rubik's triangular pyramid. Not for the faint of heart.


Almost there...
I think I can read his thoughts: "Gawd, and how many more of these do I have to eat!?"
The boys at Trout Rock Lodge, preparing for the final and deciding day of the Diamond Ultra 225 km 6-day ski race. I'm serious, that's how they prepared. Ok, maybe only one or two of those are theirs, maybe. My bad for cutting out Mikey's face.
Corey congratulating Starr on her 2nd place finish in the 3-day ski.